Monday, December 31, 2018

Questions.




Questions from my young children, And like a year, there's sweet and bitter; but I'm wishing you a very happy new year the very best for 2019.


Questions.

Dad, can you make our car fly?
Is there a wizard's castle outside Roscommon?
Do dreams have wheels?
Can I taste your Guinness?
Does Superwoman eat cabbage?
Is Ritzy a boy or a girl?
Has Santa come yet?
Did the man put the fart in a bag?
Dad, will I die of cancer?







Sunday, December 30, 2018

Christmas Flowers




All those words:
hey, welcome, happy Christmas,
we’ve missed you,  wonderful to have you home,
happy new year, I love you.
And the following, inevitable
take care of yourself, safe journey, be safe,
goodbye, we’ll miss you, ring.

Christmas flowers:
the bright blooms with their thorns,
colouring the season, bloom in your heart,
bloom beyond the decorations, into Spring,
and still when shafts of April light are gathering heat;
when  the bright space of Summer is widening around you.

Wednesday, December 19, 2018

On Seeing Cnoc Mordán from the Clare Coast


I have a notion of beauty that is a wild place;
a grey desolate lake beneath a craggy ridge,
a windswept landscape of stunted thorns,
strewn boulders and scattered outcrops,
furze blooming out of season, dun-coloured reeds,
bronzed bracken broken double by the Atlantic gales.

But it is not the place, not really, it is the girl that lived beside that lake,
in the streaming Connemara gales that swept  her hair,
gave the colour to her face; sallowed her skin
so her eyes shone sharp as needles; gave her the same grace
as the reeds by the water,  slender and graceful. That’s how I saw her;
and now I see the ridge across Galway Bay forty, closer to fifty years later.

Unmerciful time; the place is unchanged but I am old,
and she is old, and the dreams that were young and beautiful
are now like the bracken broken double by the Autumn gales.
But it is not the girl, not really, it is the notions in our heads still hanging 
though November has come, and the sunlight on Loch Con Aortha,
long past summer, full of the cold clarity that comes with Winter.   

Sunday, December 9, 2018

Kavanagh and I by the Grand Canal




Sodden in driving rain,
watching our  lives
bobbing on the water
while the colour-drained city
shivers backwards;
the two of us lamenting the sins
we never committed at all.

But you outdo me
having made this place your own;
ducking with the waterfowl
into the city’s murk,
claiming no part of it,
and always happiest
when the rain’s flaying.

Sunday, November 25, 2018

I give you



This tree's dripping fruit
to place in your mouth
to ripen your tongue.

The water guttering down
these green leaves
to be a trellis of fingers
about you.

This soft drizzle of sunlight
to fall gentle as the petals
of meadowsweet on your cheeks.

This bindweed and all tendrils
to hook and bind
                   our desires together.

Wednesday, November 21, 2018

Statement





My demons know no boundaries;
I am a propeller
blinded by my own agitation.

When I come to
I’ll be devastated,
and stamp out fires that never burned.

Tuesday, November 13, 2018

After The Bucketing Rain




After the rain's
  bucketing,
    plaiting fingers                    
     flowed,                            
      long limbs                     
        lisped                            
         and fat drops                           
         
          tock tocked                          
           enchanted rhythm
            on brimful
             barrels.
              Beneath blue clouds'                                                    
             electric light,
            dumb drops                         
           exclaimed                         
           
          tipsy seconds
         to every
        listening ear:                
      after shower             
    magic
   tock ticking            
           suspended time.              

Saturday, October 13, 2018

Blue-veined old hands :





I never saw them coming
till they were spread bleak
as the limbs of Winter trees
across vacant heavens.

When I said I loved you
I whacked at the wall
with a stick of oar weed
picked off the strand.

Cantankerous old fool :
never saw him coming
till words I spat out
fell like lightning turned
to twigs of rotten wood.

Saturday, September 22, 2018

The baby in the tree



It's surprising where ideas come from. There  was a white carrier bag snagged high in a tree on Leinster Road.


         The baby in the tree


The baby in the tree
is screaming.

High above the pathway
near the black tips
of the sycamore branches
he is gaping,
white membraned luminous.

How did he get there?

He blew there in the wind;
it took him
like a flag from his cot
till he was stretched
across the boughs
like the wings of a bat.

And who sees him?

I do;
all his hopeless writhing,
too high for the passerby.
And his screams:
too high,
too high for the passerby.

Friday, September 14, 2018

When you pass

written with Karen McManus in mind.


When you pass,


cups miss mouths,
ladders slip,
buckets crash down,

cars veer,
cyclists swerve,
drunkards sober up,

poles and policemen collide,
business men miss kerbs,
schoolboys drool.

Me? I’m just your wing mirror,
enjoying the devastation
behind you.

Sunday, September 2, 2018

Dum te dum te dum







In glorious Technicolor, breathtaking Cinemascope, magnificent
dum te dum te dum te dum stereophonic surround sound, Michael
lying on corrugated roof watching for Germans or Indians
crawling on their bellies through the tall grass of Glynn’s garden.
Eyes, pillbox slits. Sharp blades of grass quivering in June breeze;
or infiltrating dogs, enemies. Sounds, rustlings in the heat haze,
above the undergrowth, flicker in his eyes; sweeps the sweat
from his forehead beneath a blazing noon sun; endlessly patience,
tripwire-finger on trigger. It was the time of get that woman back
into the wagon, but Michael skipped last night’s soppy love scene
and is now the last one, the only one, still alive to defend O’Dea’s.

Tuesday, August 21, 2018

The River Took Me



Once, in a sodden, flaggered field
beside the river,
the current took me;
not a canoe but a trout,
a water’s flint smoothed by its flow,
a ripple’s almond.

All sleekness and fluidity,
all instinct;
a lidless eye running,
seeing and discarding,
gorged on movement,
passing all argument.


Thursday, August 16, 2018

Goddess of Winter, Cailleach



I am weave,
flows bare bones of the land,
roots blood my stealth;

streams mountain hair,
hillsides’ ruminations,
meadow fantasies;

bleaches sunlight,
sugars earth,
rips the seas’ tides;

calls clockwork from branches,
buries bones in soil, drags days behind,
stirs the year.

Saturday, July 28, 2018

Poem beside your hospital bed



Your face that I loved
has changed so completely
that I already know
Our time has gone.

And, as dying like a sandstorm
rearranges your features,
I am useless,
a cripple of words.

But if the winds
 in your head will carry
the smallest part
of what I'm trying to say, father

let it be
that my proud years
are tatters here;
I love you.

Saturday, July 21, 2018

Wheel




In this wheel
I am spokes, smile and scowl.

Tonight, careering around the town,
I see all the pub doors closing

and take it personally;
don’t want to go in, don’t want to stay out.

Next week I'll tumble down these steps again;
people always make room

but then, just as I've nearly passed,
they kick me.

My smile and scowl are identical;
they think I'm a contraption.

Monday, July 16, 2018

Visiting the Corsetmaker


 It was ireland in the sixties. Corset conversation veered very close to immodesty. Michael O'Hehir was the voice of Sunday afternoons in Summer, and a spin in the car seemed like a good idea, but children get bored quickly.

 VISITING THE CORSETMAKER


Miss Gately, you know, the corsetmaker; her cottage 
thatched and whitewashed beneath sycamores ragged with 
crows and their bickering. A Sunday afternoon, my mother 
walking to the red door and it opened and closed and 
nothing else stirring for ages but ourselves in the back of the 
white consul with the red roof at the end of the avenue, just 
outside the gate; stone walls and lichen patches wallpapering 
our afternoon. Father dropping off in the driver’s seat 
while Micheal O'Hehir commentated on matches, one after 
another, without ever taking a breath in all that pipe smoke; matches collecting in the ash-tray all burnt to tiny black bird 
bones and the condensation all used up with words and 
faces dribbling pathetically into shapeless bad temper. Over 
and over: will she ever come out, can’t we go now, why do 
we always have to come, move your legs; till eventually she 
would reappear, a slap in the doorway, motor jauntily, 
red-headed, back to the car like it’s been five minutes or 
something, and Dad’s awake, reversing from the gate, back 
into the remains of a Sunday afternoon.

And I never knew what went on in there; never saw who 
opened the door, never saw a package, never heard anything 
about it. My father didn’t know either. I remember she 
took my sister with her when my sister was in secondary 
school. I wouldn’t have wanted to join them anyway, it was obviously a woman’s house.

Thursday, July 5, 2018

Discovery



I am a fish,
a sleek white sliver swimming
above the ground.

Eyes all around are agog,
not mine; they are open
as mirrors are.

Nor do I swim, all swim past,
in the contrary direction;
in fact, I am quite stationary.

Wednesday, July 4, 2018

‘Studies for Figures at the Base of a Crucifixion





‘What are we?’ I ruminate;
flat stone skipping over water.

‘What are we?’ opposite wall
in blind alley.

‘What are we?’ armchair
drowsy in fireglow.

‘What are we?’ a tooth
in kindred company.

‘What are we?’ pin fixed
 in a pin-cushion.

Nightee Night Night




A boy, stripy pyjamas astray in the woods,
is walking, bare feet in the leaf litter,
beneath woozy woozy woozy drunken trees.

There may be stars beyond those branches,
but teeth and tongues flickering in the leaves,
trees' lingering fingers slithering around him.

Skitterings scramblings, cluttering his ears,
wrigglings worming his skin;
darknesses flashing his eye-bulbs;

beneath those million dripping fruits licked leaves,
his foot flattens on something gelatinous  ̶
he is then all of  him altogether shreik-shaped.

Wednesday, June 20, 2018

Bird Bones and poetry


AvantAppal(achia) 5 is now online; it gives me the perfect reason to repost this photo; see why at https://www.avantappalachia.com/ 



Number 6 is due in December. The submission details can be found at the above address.

Wednesday, June 6, 2018

Old Man




Oh, that’s not who he is,
age is just the cap on his head.

And cranky: it’s what he’s been holding
since youth, his rebellion.

We should listen, but, only the old can know
what the old know.

Sunday, May 13, 2018

Napalm.


            
           (a poem about distance)


            Nice to feel the sun on your back,
            cool yourself down in the sea;
            watch the girls on the beach:
            beautiful bodies.

            Nice too, the sounds of the seaside:
            a speed-boat buzzing, 
            the tide washing onto the sand,
            children screaming.

Monday, May 7, 2018

On Murvagh Beach





There’s so little difference between sea and cloud
that the whole scene might as well be upside down,
with the bisectors of St John’s Point, a finger stretching
across the horizon, and Mullagmore, a finger, Adam’s to God,
reaching back. To the left, white clouds are hanging,
sheets from a bed, down the sides of Ben Bulben; to the right
the Bluestacks are slumped  beneath mosquito nets of rain.

Smokey light is filling the bay like ether, lulling the world,
so waves that have raced across the ocean, surviving the fury
at Rosnowlagh, now collapse, spent, onto the sand.
Murvagh beach, pooled with clouds we’re walking through;
two silhouettes moving along the bottom edge of a canvas now cause
 a tin of paint to splatter upward: a bevy of oystercatchers taking to flight.

Sunday, April 8, 2018

At One End Of A Bench.




At one end of a bench
an old man wearing Winter clothes
regards the fountains and Summer
through melt-water irises.

This man needs my ear to be a conch
so that he can call to the past down these auditory canals.
And when he calls, his wife and sons will resurrect,
return, reverse like filings into a family.

It is mid-morning in Stephen's Green;
the usual sounds: clacking fowl and fountain symphonies,
outside the thrash of traffic and voices.

In a moment:
two strangers on a bench are traveling backwards to Mayo;
elsewhere a beggar has recreated himself in a bank window
and somewhere, busy in a kitchen, a woman is conversing
though the voice that answers has not been heard for years.

Tuesday, March 27, 2018

From her mother’s face.


  for Kay, in memory of Geraldine

At two months, she absorbs her mother’s face,
all gentleness and giving;
smiles back without a care.

Young girl, she sees encouragement, pride,
reprimand or disappointment;
learning, reading that alphabet of lines.

As teenager, she must stretch the grain,
find different measures in new faces;
re-arrange the markers of her life.

Easy smiles and shared frowns;
in adulthood, she returns to the home
of her mother’s face.

And when those eyes are finally closed,
and the face is still, its full story written;
she carries her mother’s face onward.



Thursday, March 15, 2018

The Country Child

       The Country Child.


The country child
runs in and out of rain showers
like rooms;

sees the snake-patterns in trains,
the sun's sword-play in the hedges
and the confetti in falling elder blossoms;

knows the humming in the telegraph poles
as the hedgerow's voice
when tar bubbles are ripe for bursting;

watches bees emerge from the caverns
at the centres of buttercups,
feels no end to a daisy chain,

feels no end to an afternoon;
walks on ice though it creaks;
sees fish among ripples and names them;

is conversant with berries
and hides behind thorns;
slips down leaves, behind stones;

fills his hands with the stream
and his hair with the smell of hay;
recognizes the chalkiness

of the weathered bones of sheep,
the humour in a rusted fence,
the feel of the white beards that hang there.

The country child
sees a mountain range where blue clouds
are heaped above the horizon,

sees a garden of diamonds
through a hole scraped
in the frost patterns of his bedroom window


and sees yet another world
when tints of cerise and ochre
streak the evening sky.

He knows no end, at night
he sneaks glimpses of Heaven
through the moth-eaten carpet of the sky.