be blind
white out
the space
be psychedelic
grow tropical,
melt it
be brutal
slash, cut
til small is big
be gentle
nurture
your demons
Poems and general conversation from Irish poet Michael O'Dea. Born in Roscommon, living in Donegal. Poetry from Ireland. (poems © Michael O’Dea, Dedalus Press, Amastra-n-Galar)
be blind
white out
the space
be psychedelic
grow tropical,
melt it
be brutal
slash, cut
til small is big
be gentle
nurture
your demons
Winter was a single wing
flying to an enamelled horizon.
My words condensed before me
and you, sycamore tree, threw them back,
singing a blackbird's aria.
Which?
The film strip of my life:
the constant change, albeit slow:
was I all of those?
That youthful face, hardly;
neither lines nor traces,
none of my history there.
Or the newly married
with all his questions answered
before most arrived;
can he be my truest self
before he has questioned yourself?
And then, with the first signs of grey
and a modicum of success writing poetry;
was he the arrival; I suspect he thought so,
though the years were already picking up speed
and his dreams beginning to look ragged
in their flight.
Now this face, growing gaunt,
age seldom recognized in the mirror,
but seen with shock in the updating
of passport and license photographs.
Time sculpts beauty away, individuality too;
but stripped of self-importance, pride diminished,
there, at last, inside the scribble of age, is my bared self.
Nothing marks the year moving on so well as
the leaves in the park transported by November
gales. ‘In step, men’ or should I say ‘mice’; lifted,
brown and scuttling, their year’s work done, already
composting with nature’s relentless efficiency,
their sopping undersides rotting; already half way to
humus and chased underneath hedges for ferrying
to the underworld by worms to become, without
delay, the richness of another year coming.
There's been a lot of frost recently, it is January after all. But seeing two rainbows on either end of the bay the other day brought an expected touch of frost.
Two Rainbows
Two rainbows, miles apart, glimmered
above the steel-coloured bay. I stood
watching them, straight sided stubs just,
equal in size but gauzy, one as faint as the other,
both on the point of disappearing.
I waited for that moment, but, instead, they
grew by degrees, spectral pillars, curved
and high in the graphite heavens converged;
a Romanesque arch soaring, spanning
the length of Donegal Bay, magnificent;
in that moment a difference was erased.
All is still.
I have stopped to listen,
but there is only myself.
If you shout,
wherever it is you are,
I will hear you
because here,
I am all;
I am the full of here.
If you shout,
your voice
will flood my ears;
if not your voice, you,
you yourself
will fill me.
My father at the kitchen table,
over the Sunday papers;
the sun coming and going
as lives do.
His pipe-smoke, DNA-like,
spiralling silvery upward,
joining the angels dancing
in the Heaven above his head,
Happy 2025, let's hope it is less destructive than 2024.