Among the Ruins

If it was whole, Dunbrody Abbey would be beautiful. However, the ruin stands, like so many monastic ruins throughout  Ireland, a magnificently sculpted limestone outcrop in the middle of a field; majestic in its isolation and its remains; lichened to the colours of the Irish sky; colours that nature knows befit the Irish landscape .

If it was whole, all that it is would be before you. As it is, you must rebuild, refurbish, re-carve.  Here and there small ornamental flourishes survive in its stonework; imagination kicks in, but it is too great a task to restore all that wonderful ornamentation; enough to know that it was there. Searching out these small details becomes a treasure hunt.

If it was whole, the roof would exclude the sky and the light; the lancet windows would be of stained glass not of moving clouds, the floor would be darkly flagged, the recesses as black as caves. Today it is  a flood of  glorious daylight.

Shape-shifter

The shape-shifter, Púca, in Irish mythology is a tricky guy. His moods vary hugely, from malevolent to mischevous, even, on occasion, to kindly. There is more than a suggestion that sightings and encounters with the Púca were alcohol induced. So, arriving home in the early hours with a variety of wounds on the body would, don't you know,  result from an unfortunate meeting with a puc goat on the  narrow road home.
There is however, in Púca's various guises, iconic images picked from the Irish landscape and  Irish lore. Though not of Irish origin, he, like so many immigrants over the centuries, became more Irish than the Irish themselves.
Here is Elaine Leigh's stunning 'Púca' which features in our collaborative work Above Ground Below Ground.

                                                                   
                                                         Shape-shifter

Gull I fly, spark from an anvil;

goat leaping, fraying rag.

Eagle swooping, slivered sunlight;

horse exhaling piston-jets of steam.

Hound darting, arrow-swift,

hare sentinel of the jewelled morning.

Lizard slithering tress down stone,

bull pounding bodhrán of the earth.

Chopin

A stream is sparkling. The notes are swirling. Eddies, cascades, runs, sprays; coloured pebbles flickering beneath; sunlight glinting off the surfaces: aqueous diamond, facets fluid.

That magnificent play of light into the eyes, tickling senses into pleasure even exultation, as near to breaking into a sprint as the spirit ever will.

The notes spill down the aural canals, trickle through the auditory nerves; speckled light, now fast now  slow; now curved, smooth as treacle; now splintering sparks from a bonfire.

Walking along the Grand Canal outside Dublin

Beyond The Twelfth Lock.

All the world was in a pool by the canal;
all the Autumn,
all the Summer turned peacock 
gazing at itself
quietly, still, face to the water.

Where I had seen the swans
flaming in Spring,
today I came on Summer, 
gold and beautiful,
about to die.

Damp and Drizzle.

     

Damp wet, wet, wet.

Grim drizzle

Leaning against the wall

All day.

If I could hum the mood

In your ear

You'd know what I mean;

You'd remember.

Representative of the Common Man?

I was listening, recently, to an interview in which an Irish businessman was outlining the necessity of capitalism. It was a familiar story: those who create wealth for all must have the reward of affluence to motivate their efforts. That wealth is then divvied up among all; he would acknowledge that there were basic entitlements at the lower end e.g. education, a home etc. His philosophy acknowledges that greed is a driver for humankind, and inequality is an inescapable aspect of it all. So be it.

Part of the reward for wealth, though, is the belonging to a class that can ‘afford’ privilege; privilege that permeates all facets of life, that is passed onto succeeding generations, deserving or not. Within a skip and a hop from that philosophy then, we have the divided society in which many are set for cannon fodder (or one of its peacetime guises) and others to be part of the elite who can enjoy uninterrupted comfort through the privations of others.

This, then, leads me to wonder how anyone can imagine that someone like Donald Trump can possibly be a suitable representative for the American in the street.

Margaret.     (d. 1961)

 

Child that played and skipped

and ran, 

climbed among the trees

when the adult was as far away

as death itself;

woman in a countryside

of old men and their wives

turning spidery;

rain and years

between herself and old age;

London: Irish skivvy, 

that rolling unrolling knot

of mop, bucket and woman 

paid with poverty for accepting

oblivion.

Spitalfields and squalor;

a dark coat, bark-rough face

beaten to a glower;

culprit and victim,

drink took them both.

When yellow was the perfect colour

Yellow has that unfortunate connotation in battle. But yellow is a warm light. And blazing gorse is the fullest vent of Summer's exuberance. A yellow rose on the verge of full bloom is the promise of just that. 

The Yellow Rose.

                for Alan Biddle (1952-1994).

When his eyes had shut for good

and his face was just a face

and conversation had slowed

to the ebb and flow of memories

speaking among themselves,

a small gesture recast the day.

She placed a yellow rose on his chest

over the picture of the Sacred Heart.

The gentleness of that moment;

the single rose: how well chosen;

how well she chose it.

His face changed, full of ease

as through all his illness,

but death had sculpted warmth away.

His eyes shut against us,

fingers tangled up in rosary beads;

I'll remember him alive

or remember the rose when he was dead.

Rain and Imagination

The day darkens. Charcoal clouds hustle the blue across the sky, corral it into a far corner of the universe. The first drops fall, heavy as berries. In minutes the world is a blur. The sharp edges of landscape now diffuse; what was clear is now obscure. Imagination is released.

Monet. Cliffs of  Pourville, Rain

And then there is the rain in which thoughts come clear and perfectly defined.  Each having its own orbit; delicacy its beauty, still sharp as a bullet hole.

Gustave Caillebotte. The Yerres, Effect of Rain

Seeing

Inside yourself. In the space of yourself. Watching your feelings flying, litter in a gale, down the main strip. Seeing it all with that 'accident moment' acuity. A curious distance between you and your emotions, as close to being two as is possible. 

Seeing

discarded matches on the pub floor,

reflections in gutters,

cobwebs in the corners of ceilings,

petals shed and shriveling,

railings’ wrought iron curlicues,

broken windows, tattered curtains,

carrier bags snagged on branches,

the moon running along beside me,

heron one-legged by the pond,

a glove on the footpath;

each fleck, speck, flaw in your argument;

every minute branded, second burned

as thoroughly as a pipe smoker’s match.

Transatlantic Trade Investment Partnership

Democracy seems to have little currency now beyond being a pretext to wage war. This agreement smacks of much that I hoped the EU wouldn't become. There's a  lot online regarding TTIP; this is a good place to start.

This was posted by 38 Degrees; worth visiting at https://home.38degrees.org.uk/

A Bottle of Whiskey

Whiskey is my best colour.

The bright eye in the glass

sucks on grief;

still Manhattan lights   

ring the  bay below.

Stomach the needle.

The yellow meter falls;

conversation curves with the bottle

and I fly, birdless wing.

At half past three

the genie is corpsed on the table.

A Nightmare

As a  child I had the nightmare of being lost in a forest, wandering blindly among alien-looking plant-life and slithering skulking animals. That universe is huge, and cluttered with unthinkable possibilities, almost none of them pleasant.

Where Are You.

Where are you.

Where are you child.

Among the spring green leaves

Naked as a lizard;

I hear your airy lilt,

Why are you humming.

From what remote well

Do these grotesque sounds come;

Dispatched, bleak cirrus

In the high skies of a child's voice,

Freezing all the forest

Into fairy-tale stillness.

Where are you,

Where are you child.

In what empty paradise;

Where's the tower that emits your eccentric song;

Against the frozen wings of which birds of paradise

Do you rub.

Carpet from her eye

There was a carpet from her eye,

I was fool to walk;

peacock not in the ha'penny

place with me.

She of the gold tabernacle;

I, the greedy eye,

passing shadows up the upward tail,

knowing, all the time, the blade in my wake.

For Ecstasy

He smashed his head

on a mountain-side;

fell pentagoning down;

earth exploding blossom-like

toward him.

They found his body,

knew that he had jumped,

but couldn’t find his head.

I tell you now,

his head is falling still.

Measure A Life Span

How many times did you dip a spoon  into  sugar, drink a cup of tea, eat a slice of bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread, dip a spoon, drink a cup, eat bread.................................

 The Fall 

When apples fall

like pocket watches

among the trees

and leaves

like closing old hands,

the fog is rising,

old souls

over the green. 

There is a quietness

like padded feet

or, quietest of all,

the droplets

playing in the hedge;

and the grumpy whimper

of hedgehogs

scuttling for their sleep. 

Most of all I notice

the thud of Winters

changing children into men.