Friday, September 14, 2018

When you pass

written with Karen McManus in mind.


When you pass,


cups miss mouths,
ladders slip,
buckets crash down,

cars veer,
cyclists swerve,
drunkards sober up,

poles and policemen collide,
business men miss kerbs,
schoolboys drool.

Me? I’m just your wing mirror,
enjoying the devastation
behind you.

Monday, September 10, 2018

In that love



Love made us lighter than air;
we careered, wheeled and banked
above the town.
Curved like quarter moons,
we fitted into each other precisely,
loved each other beyond norms;
freed ourselves.

In that love nothing hurts;
in that love all is healing;

in that love.

Friday, September 7, 2018

Jimi


These jets Thrill,
the notes Sear.

Arc of teeth
Bite my ears,

bleach the Sickles
Senseless.


Sunday, September 2, 2018

Dum te dum te dum







In glorious Technicolor, breathtaking Cinemascope, magnificent
dum te dum te dum te dum stereophonic surround sound, Michael
lying on corrugated roof watching for Germans or Indians
crawling on their bellies through the tall grass of Glynn’s garden.
Eyes, pillbox slits. Sharp blades of grass quivering in June breeze;
or infiltrating dogs, enemies. Sounds, rustlings in the heat haze,
above the undergrowth, flicker in his eyes; sweeps the sweat
from his forehead beneath a blazing noon sun; endlessly patience,
tripwire-finger on trigger. It was the time of get that woman back
into the wagon, but Michael skipped last night’s soppy love scene
and is now the last one, the only one, still alive to defend O’Dea’s.

Saturday, September 1, 2018

Failing Light




In the failing light of a November evening,
kicking through the rotting leaves on a suburban path,
I remember you, digging the garden ridges, shaking out
the groundsel, tossing the stones under the hedge.

Great events in your kingdom were scurryings in the grass,
a thrush feeding on a worm, raindrops falling from the apple trees.
Far from inspectors and reports, you held sway over
the straightening of ridges, regiments of onions and lettuces.

With each passing year, you are buried deeper beneath memory,
becoming ever more intangible, like these rotting leaves
that leave only their scent hanging in the dank November air;
after all this time, you have become more like a film I once saw.

Sunday, August 26, 2018

Fail



My voice into the nowhere
Tailed off;
It almost reversed.

I looked there;
my nerve failed,
so I left.

That darkness
Hangs tauntingly over me;
It is my failure.

Thursday, August 23, 2018

The Broken Bells of St Mary's








Saint Mary's church, Lubeck, Palm Sunday 1942.



The bells of the Marienkirche, still lying where they fell

Filled with air,
the bells floated
down;
like dandelion seeds,
sycamore seeds;
like thistle.


Like the bells,
the bombs fell
down;
like dandelion seeds,
sycamore,
thistle.

And soon enough 
all was quiet:
bombs,  bells,
 kirk;
and so too, I assume
the trumpets in Heaven.

.

Tuesday, August 21, 2018

The River Took Me



Once, in a sodden, flaggered field
beside the river,
the current took me;
not a canoe but a trout,
a water’s flint smoothed by its flow,
a ripple’s almond.

All sleekness and fluidity,
all instinct;
a lidless eye running,
seeing and discarding,
gorged on movement,
passing all argument.


Thursday, August 16, 2018

Goddess of Winter, Cailleach



I am weave,
flows bare bones of the land,
roots blood my stealth;

streams mountain hair,
hillsides’ ruminations,
meadow fantasies;

bleaches sunlight,
sugars earth,
rips the seas’ tides;

calls clockwork from branches,
buries bones in soil, drags days behind,
stirs the year.

Sunday, August 12, 2018

Her Leaving




Film strip, a train’s windows.
Outside mine,
parents are straining for a last glimpse.
Embarrassed, she stares ahead.

The train moves, windows pass.
Outside the next,
mother is easing the glasses down her nose
to remove a tear.

At the next, husband’s arms around her,
and words, words, invisible words.
The train now gone from the platform,
a tail, a film strip flapping free.

Monday, August 6, 2018

I can’t fit you into my scheme of things,


nor you me,
now that we’ve finally become ourselves.

I turn on you sharper than a scalpel,
choose words shaped to torture.

Out from beneath the quilt of affection,
we, our naked selves so vicious,

bruise ourselves with the same fervour
that once marked our loving.





Thursday, August 2, 2018

Coping, Not Coping

You screamed; no one heard.
You wondered if you had screamed at all.

I asked you where the lines on your face came from;
another line appeared.

Now, because your eyes are perpetually electrocuted,
I talk on and on;

always taking the precaution of being somewhere else
before I stop.






Saturday, July 28, 2018

Poem beside your hospital bed



Your face that I loved
has changed so completely
that I already know
Our time has gone.

And, as dying like a sandstorm
rearranges your features,
I am useless,
a cripple of words.

But if the winds
 in your head will carry
the smallest part
of what I'm trying to say, father

let it be
that my proud years
are tatters here;
I love you.

Saturday, July 21, 2018

Wheel




In this wheel
I am spokes, smile and scowl.

Tonight, careering around the town,
I see all the pub doors closing

and take it personally;
don’t want to go in, don’t want to stay out.

Next week I'll tumble down these steps again;
people always make room

but then, just as I've nearly passed,
they kick me.

My smile and scowl are identical;
they think I'm a contraption.

Monday, July 16, 2018

Visiting the Corsetmaker


 It was ireland in the sixties. Corset conversation veered very close to immodesty. Michael O'Hehir was the voice of Sunday afternoons in Summer, and a spin in the car seemed like a good idea, but children get bored quickly.

 VISITING THE CORSETMAKER


Miss Gately, you know, the corsetmaker; her cottage 
thatched and whitewashed beneath sycamores ragged with 
crows and their bickering. A Sunday afternoon, my mother 
walking to the red door and it opened and closed and 
nothing else stirring for ages but ourselves in the back of the 
white consul with the red roof at the end of the avenue, just 
outside the gate; stone walls and lichen patches wallpapering 
our afternoon. Father dropping off in the driver’s seat 
while Micheal O'Hehir commentated on matches, one after 
another, without ever taking a breath in all that pipe smoke; matches collecting in the ash-tray all burnt to tiny black bird 
bones and the condensation all used up with words and 
faces dribbling pathetically into shapeless bad temper. Over 
and over: will she ever come out, can’t we go now, why do 
we always have to come, move your legs; till eventually she 
would reappear, a slap in the doorway, motor jauntily, 
red-headed, back to the car like it’s been five minutes or 
something, and Dad’s awake, reversing from the gate, back 
into the remains of a Sunday afternoon.

And I never knew what went on in there; never saw who 
opened the door, never saw a package, never heard anything 
about it. My father didn’t know either. I remember she 
took my sister with her when my sister was in secondary 
school. I wouldn’t have wanted to join them anyway, it was obviously a woman’s house.