I
couldn’t finish my coffee without dealing with the houseflies
circulating above the table. I just didn’t want them there. I got
out a towel and starting at one end of the room and continuing to the
open french doors on the opposite wall, I did a reasonable impression
of a helicopter flying out of control with the kitchen towel. The
plan seemed good, they were scattering, and I reckoned most of them
would flee to the grander world outside. I closed the doors, returned to my
coffee, and practically all of them returned to the place above my
head.
That,
of course, was a declaration of war. I got out the hoover, put on the
small nozzle attachment and went after them with Miele know-how. They
scattered in every direction, but not one disappeared into the hose,
and so I’ve retreated
into
another room and am
distracting my anger
with this piece of
prose.
Of
course, none of this would be an issue if I wasn’t retired. For not
quite a year now I have been an altered character; my role on this
earth
changed dramatically: I have become an almost full-time blogger poet.
If I am not writing, I am considering what I might write about; I
look at my surroundings and life as a reservoir for
topics. I go searching
for ideas like someone who was lost their keys in a meadow; I
construct and abandon
lines continually; re-envisage,
re-edit, reword;
sometimes
resurrect some old poems,
repackage, rework and on
it goes. With all that
time, I’m posting at
least every second day (and that’s a rate I’d have advised
against, but now writing is the wind in my sails,
and I’m keeping them full).
So
I sit in this room with all its windows, looking at a sizable swathe
of County Donegal and beyond. It suits me very well, this life away
from the demands of
others, many of which didn’t sit very
well with me. Alone with
my thoughts congealing on the screen, particularly now, with the
pandemic raging like an invisible storm. The blog prompts me to
consider my experiences in a deeper way, particularly nature which
now fills my view. A consideration of my recent poems
shows the extent to which nature
has
filled my recent life, indeed,
at times almost to the point of being overgrown.
Chunks
of time spent in my own company, even without the restrictions due to
covid, are, of course, necessary for this writing. That’s the way
it must be
for poetry,
a shortage of direct
acclaim that explains why many poets crave live performance. I
mention it because, in the grand spaces of time I now have, I would
welcome feedback, comments and opinions; I would like other people's reactions to what I've written or how others might have reacted to the same sights and happenings. For me by the window, your comments might be a source of ideas and encouragement, an education in alternative views i.e. a widening of my perspective, and of course company.
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